Mi Testimonio

Well let me start off by saying my name is Andrea im 29 years old im single mom daughter name is nyla she 10, well let me begin say when i was 4 my mom and dad left each other so i left with my mom to shelter we stayed there for while until my mom got help from social service place then we moved in to apt my mom always wanted take care of me and my sister she really didn't want my dad in the picture she had gone to custody but i would always see my dad only every other week end so i was really close to my mom then my dad i been through so much with my mom she use be like regular spanish mom would do yell and hit me with whatever she could fine in the house to help her but as young as i was i did listen because of my ignorance..when i was small i got dedicated to the Lord at village of faith in Long island, NY by pastor dan Cotrone when i was young all i wanted do was hang out with boys and just play do bad things yeah i use to smoke yeah i use to smoke weed and drink thought i was cool but in reality i wasn't cool when i was young my mom use force me to go church lol she would say Andrea ur going to church with me and your sister so we went to faith alive in Long island, NY pastor falcon i use be how i now quiet my mom use say talk people get to know people your age i didn't want to i use stay myself like at times in my life i never has alot friends i use be around kids i use babysitt and make some money but that didn't last cause there was problem so i said i would never take care of kids again cause the problem but then i start working in real jobs then things got worse for me in my life i was raised in church but always had that attitude where i ignored God i didn't know i was born with sin and the things i was doing was so abomination to him i use think as if my everyday was ok but it wasn't, later on in life i was hang out with some older people then  influence me into again wrong things and i felt for it even the woman dated about couple girls in my life dressed up in boys clothes things i was living good but it was all lust and lies the devil had me fool and he ever did was whisper sweet lies to me i use cry alot times cause the way people would treat me they lied told me they would be there for me but on the real they lied no one could ever love me the way God could his love is unconditional(John 3:16) lust is nothing but lies to destroy ur life people seek it because thats only thing they can find but honestly God who we are suppose chase and worship and serve i remember when i came here to florida my grandma she use ask would u like to come church but i ignored  her did my own thing then she ask me again and finally i went to church in tamarac when they had pastor sola it was great going meet some cool people there but then i feel off again and did  my own thing looking for the wrong things fill my happiness when i was reading this book it was so horrible when they describe hell how so many lost people there begging for mercy :/ this lady she was brought there by The Lord to show her how it is there when i read that book i was out of it for weeks i even cried it so horrible there my grandma she even got me bible told me when im ready to read it i picked it up read it and saw(Romans 6:23) i was like wow sin is death if i didn't know the truth i was headed to the wrong direction :/ i was never taught the gospel of Christ so for me i would just here random things so i took it how i heard it.but then when i finally i came back to church and pastor oliver was preaching saying how amazing Jesus is and how much he loves all us and how he paid for our sins on the cross, the gift to eternal life is through Jesus Christ :) Jesus wants us to be part us he wants to cure our hearts so by doing that is by repenting 4realz 180 degree and not look back at the things we did wrong and completely surrender to him so he can wash our sins away and be covered with blood of Jesus Christ :) Jesus loves us so much he is the way the truth and life(John 14:6) we must believe and have faith in Christ :) we must die daily to the flesh(1 Corinthians 15:31) we must be lead by holy spirit and let holy spirit guide us..it's God will not our will..and we must be at his presence always and pray(1 Thessalonians 5:17) we must love God(Luke 10:27)and others(John 13:34) & remember It's not about knowing God's will it's about doing God's will...I WOULD LIKE TO SAY THAT MY NAME IS {ANDREA RAMIREZ} NOT {JESUS CHRIST}...YES I LIVE TO BE LIKE HIM BUT NO I AM NOT HIM...HE IS PERFECT I AM NOT...SO WITH THAT SAID PLEASE DON'T JUDGE ME OR CONDEMNED ME WHEN I FAIL YOU.....THANK YOU ..

IM NOT HERE FOR ANYTHING BUT TO SHARE WITH WORLD THINGS THATS ALL I WANT SAY TO THE WORLD GOD LOVES U SO MUCH PLEASE MAKE THIS CHOICE BY REPENTING AND COME TO HIM :) GO TO LOCAL CHURCH AND ASK FOR SOME HELP SO THAT U CAN BE BAPTIZED AND BE FILLED WITH HOLY SPIRIT


1 THING I GOT SAY WITH GOD U WILL NEVER FEEL VOID HE LOVES U WANT US TO KEEP IN HIS WALK DAILY AND PRAYER AND TO LOVE OTHERS AND HIM DAILY WE ALL FALL SHORT GLORY GOD BUT I KNOW I AM TRYING MY BEST IM TRYING GET RID OF THINGS IN MY HEART BUT I MUST SURRENDER TO JESUS FOR HE CAN CLEAN ME BEEN CHRISITAN NOT EASY BUT HE SAID HE WILL NEVER LEAVE US(Deuteronomy 31:6) HE ALWAYS THERE TO CURE US FROM EVERYTHING BUT WE MUST DRAW NEAR TO HIM DAILY :)

Just want add few more things for all the young people who don't have there mom or dad together i feel ur pain when i was 4 my mom left my dad it was hard for me because my parents weren't together i use have go through the struggles with my mom she was on welfare trying support me and my sister by her self it was rough most time i use see my dad ever other weekend and i felt wow this hurts me that i wasn't close to him sometimes i feel he doesn't love me because he always fights with me if can only see the pain and know the things i go through in life before he would understand it was rough for me because i didn't have anyone and i didn't have Jehovah maybe because all i went through things didn't turn out how i wanted to but Jehovah see's and he understand he there for u we just got call on him be at his presence everyday i remember 1 time i got into fight with one of my friends from high school it was big thing she saw me walk 1 day with my sister and bam she hit me beating me up i was bleeding and i thought that was going be the end of me because i thought one her friends was going pull out gun but out of no where some cop stop ask if i was ok and i said a little finally i went to the hospital they told me i was going be ok if it wasn't for Jehovah i don't know what i'll do but everyday i thank him for placing me here for giving me chance do right in my life i know its hard but hey i know he is there listen and provide :) when i was young i use wear mess up clothes but some how 1 of my best friends her mom felt bad and provided clothes for me and food and i said wow what nice friend i had :) and then in life i mess up in my ways by been with mad who was in relationship he liked me we lust after each other and then i got pregnant his girl she didn't like me she hated me for doing this and i knew i mess up but at that time i was living in sin doing wrong i let people down and they were also angry with me if i had came to Jehovah & Yahushua i could lived differently but i was just so blind and ignorant :/ people please don't make these mistakes Jehovah loves u and he send his only begotten son Yahushua to die for us on the cross he took our punishment that big if we could just believe in him and really turn our lives to him things could change people don't the things like me and my church family we know Jehovah his there  and he willing change us and give us purpose and meaning if we surrender to him completely i know its hard because it took me long  time come to Jehovah but i finally made that step all i want do is just live, love and obey him , folks it's never about us it's always about Jehovah and his glory, we wasn't put here to lust, or fornicate or do idolatry or adultery or this homosexuality and any other sins we were here cause of love to live for him and only him but unfortunatly ever since devil got kicked out heaven he has made things so worse in this world  this his his kingdom not Yahushua as it says in the bible John 18:36 Jesus said, "My kingdom is not of this world. If it were, my servants would fight to prevent my arrest by the Jews. But now my kingdom is from another place." You see so this world is the devils he completely twisted everything into big big mess he has destroy many people lives lie to people even counterfeits Jehovah :( we must not listen the devil and turn to Jehovah and repent the ways we did hell is very real and it's place of torment morning day and night it horrible see lost souls their that choose to separate themselves from Yahushua this why we must come to him because he only way to the father(John 14:6) Please world believe in him (Yahushua) 4realz and repent 4realz and serve Yahushua 4realz time is running out we must pray always and be at his presense hurry make that choice today b4 its too late my life was such mess doing wrong been hurt and crying been left out of the crowd and having no one to be there help me i search for all the wrong answers got no where i live empty life don't make that choice live empty life in this world this world cannot love u or do the things Jehovah can do he loves u wants u to serve him :) so think and make that decision :) hope my testimonio will bless u and that u make choice come forward in Jehovah :) God bless all